Wednesday, June 25, 2014


The heart of man is desperate, wicked and vindictive. Man wonders why God takes forever to pass a death sentence at another man like himself. He wants quick response to his every complaint and even wonders why God suffers long. The heart of man will try to manipulate God at every point to work for him and him alone. Every attempt to try to brainwash the heart of men about not needing God, exposes the vulgarity of man and the dire need of God.

If God took a rash decision at every single pointing mistake and blunder we commit; then there will be no need for existence. So why do we in a haste need God to suddenly curse our enemies (men like us), lock them up, and cause more harm to ourselves? Men are like onions in its ball; having one source. When we cause harm to one, we cause harm to all.
Everyday comes with its challenges no doubt and some of us just enjoy the magnification of pain rather than the freedom and compassion of Love. We forget that there's no definite separation between the two. Pain and anguish becomes bearable where there's the permeability of Love.

In my observation this year, I realize that we might be entering an era of massive independence. Men and women independent of one another. The "I don't need you, you don't need me" syndrome. Marriages are predictably going to be short term and even void of children, because of the inability to extend care and Love. People are conceited and care nothing about no one else. I mean take an extensive look around you. In the core of it, it can be useful, because for someone like me; it can mean focus and devotion to God, myself and my son. On the other hand; it might mean selfishness and non compassion for others. Who then am I reaching out to if I'm not sensitive to the needs of others?

Let me touch on the relationship aspect a little bit more. It will be quite dicy for many men and women as many falseness will take over. These are not predictions or mere statistics. If you study the Bible; Jesus had long spoken about what must be. I am just a writer that enjoys putting a thought out there to enlighten someone.
The one thing that God stresses is Love; and there goes my stress. I'm not sure what else I can preach on this earth that's better than Love. If you were sick in your body; I count it as temporary pain, not to mean God is unable to heal, but looking at the bigger picture, death is however inevitable. So, what must become of you? A life of sensitive compassion for others or a life forgotten?

So, what if he or she chooses not to marry you? So what? I'm sure this must ring a bell...ha ha. Some of us are so full of hate and pain and heart ache that we have successfully invited into our hearts. I mean what if he or she cheats on you and walks away with everything you ever worked for? You must think yours is worse until you meet someone with a stench of pain, but still manages to exude the character of Love. I will never stop to mention a fine Lady Reverend Tai Ikomi, who lost her children and husband; all in one day and yet preaches the message of Love and healing to others both in speaking and writing. She inspired whatever is left of my frail years to do good.

Listen; a man of blessed wealth is as a powerful King whose name was sung abroad, over the isles, not because of his acquired wealth, but because on the lips of the poor and needy, he had put a smile worth more than rubies. Love in the heart of man is God accomplished and established. God did not anoint you a Pastor or Minstrel to cast out demons alone. No! He has mandated you to show compassion to others even at the expense of their death.

We should be moved with compassion about our present world. Oh yes! Jesus was too. He still went around doing good; not slandering and judging men. That is the ultimate attitude of Love. If you are struggling; then keep in mind that I am struggling too. No one is an island on how to Love.

We all fail to learn and miss the turns at different stages; don't we now? The lesson of love however, is not to judge others at their learning stages (which may mean an act of ignorance and absolute wickedness in our sight), because we will learn and outgrow that stage and become better. What do you think will happen when we all struggle and judge? We have successfully opened ourselves up to slander and judgement. It is more fun when you sit in the seat of judgement, but not fun when the judgement is being passed at you. 

If you're a true believer; or in fact your religion preaches absolute Love and Christ; this is a sweet reminder that we're in a world that's moving pretty fast. When you wake up in your thistles or roses; to smell your coffee or brush your teeth; remember not to wallow in the gallows of hate and vindication. I'm not sure how to put it; but you can't possibly Love too much. Yea...right there.

Beware now people! Do unto others as you bid it be done unto you!

This is a call to your heart to Love one day more!

Let me also say that Michael Jackson, you're loved and remembered today!


Sunday, June 8, 2014


The closest thing to darkness is to be depressed and lost; so lost though we're walking.

Hello readers, I am Kaylove and I'd like to introduce you to the many sorrowful hearts, deeply lost and currently searching for a way out. Perhaps, you are one of the many bright smiles I see everyday, but if we took just a moment to look into the eyes of the heart, then we'd realize how many lost souls are seeking some way out of their dark enchantment. There are many things I want to write, but I doubt a simple blog will do the total justice.
Why it took my "imperfect heart" about four years to get over the so called trauma; I don't know, but here's what I'm hoping to achieve here for someone: that it won't take another beautiful heart so long to get up on out of that state of darkness.

Here's the tricky thing about this, we look just the same way we've been looking for the past five years, day in, day out, living deeply within the cocoon of our well crafted sadness. Unbelievable achievements we'd imagined at the age of 10, and here we are; a reckless failure battling with the imaginations of our "supposed to be success." You want it, you pursue it; you have it and you see someone else's, but then you want even more. We all battle the power of insecurities, wanting to be something we don't even understand. Some of us have created models that deal with us daily, and then we die a little more. What is life, if it so full of chaotic confusion? Peace is far gone and we're being tossed and tormented between what we should be and what we've been told to be.

The Emotion, in my opinion is the most fragile embodiment of the human nature, yet so powerful. Such that a simple word can destroy one's orientation. Why is it so important to plant positive words into children while they're growing up? The worst thing is to then think that those positive words should stop brewing at puberty and then we can allow and feed our minds with the dirtiness and junks we pick up everyday. Such minds wound up confused, taking the fragments and pieces they'd learned from peers and hoping there's an atom of truth and a way to be made.

Why do we need counselors and a rehabilitation forum? As far as I'm concerned, there are many broken people in this world, searching for the right kind of words to mend them.
The sad part though is to be 'awarely' unaware of the disease itself. We know, yet we don't. We know, yet we deny it. We know, but we are totally lost on how to find help. Well, thank God for the likes of Dr Phil (lol). We know, but we are too ashamed to talk about it. We hide under our shadow of success, hoping to find someone that will hide us some more. Many people end up a little lesser than they're supposed to give to their world.

Oh, did I tell you the perfect trait for such darkness: run and run, till there's no running left to do. It takes a Spirit stronger to acknowledge and want to be free. It takes another self encouragement like those you got from parents and school teachers praising you to succeed. It takes a conscious effort to confront that memory with newer ones. 

So, how well is your heart, soul and spirit? How well do we pay attention to these hidden parts that contribute majorly to our persona? I have come to realize in my moments of depression and healing that the way to be a victor; is to be punched and punched again but not giving up on the possibilities of being super punched again. When we give up, we stop living in the light and we're back in strange darkness. Hiding away until our frail bodies are done been used up here. I'm not sure we want that.

Peace and tranquility awaits only if we choose to be free. Our choices are powerful and quintessential to our soul.
Who is that next person to you, building up your soul with sour words or power words? Your choice!

As for me, I am taking life one step at a time. Coming to accept that life is far from what I'd thought it to be, planned it to be and want it to be. I am resolute to live in the awareness of light, encouraging others to do the same to the best of their available souls. Life is beautiful when you stretch your hands to help the next person to you, help the next person. You'd be amazed how many souls you'd saved.

Live, Love, Laugh always